i am so frustrated with work right now that it is unbelievable.  i was asked monday if i wanted to run the drug and alcohol group that was facilitated by the co worker whose last day is this friday.  i was irritated because one, i hate doing group but i will pretty much do anything to keep my job and two, i felt i should've been given more notice to run the group.  my schedule has been booked for that time slot two weeks out.  i did not have time to sit in on the group to see how it was ran or really get any training on it.

i wanted to tell the site supervisor no i don't want to do it but after talking to my supervisor a lot monday night, i made the decision to do it.  it was a long couple of nights where i was tossing and turning on what to do.  i hate doing groups.  i hate not being prepared.  i think i stressed myself out so much i gave myself two zits.  i was so nervous writing the email this morning agreeing to do the stupid group.

i just wish i was approached a month ago when the co-worker gave her notice so i can ask questions and learn what i need to do to continue to run the group effectively.

i wonder if my frustration is intensified because my period started today?  too much info i know.

i am so glad tomorrow is a half day and that i took friday off.  i can't stand to be at work for much longer this week.  thank goodness i have something fabulous planned for the weekend to get my mind off work.

have faith.