so after a really great weekend sweating up a storm and eating delish food, i come back to crap.  my client that i blogged about in the last entry decides to cancel her appointment this week and tells support staff to tell me she does not want to reschedule because of what i did.  i don't know why she is so mad, i told her what may happen if she would not back down on making threats to harm other people.  whatever.  i am not about to lose my independent license over stupid junk like this.  my behind would've been sued up the ying yang if she did beat people up and word got out i knew about it.

then my 1pm showed up in a swell mood (i'm being sarcastic here) and proceeded to drop f-bombs left and right.  f this, f that, f the place i work at and everyone that works there.  so being the good therapist that i am, i inquire about her mood and why she is so upset at my work and everyone there.  she tells me that everyone at my work could f themselves.  ok, so i pry more and asked what happened and why would she be mad if everyone has given her what she wanted meaning the doctor.  she then goes on a tirade on how she is pissed at her dad for making her do a million things and she wants an hour to herself.  since it's been awhile since she was this irate and i know she just started new meds, i asked how the meds were working.  she proceeded to yell at me at how i don't listen to her and that she wants an hour to herself.  so then i tell her if she did not want to be in session, no one was forcing her to stay.  again i am yelled at by her and was told she had to come.  again, i tell her if she does not want to stay and work on issues, she does not have to stay.  she then gets up and tells me and everyone at work to f off and storms off.  so that was a fantastic 10 minute session for me. 

i must've looked really beat up and defeated today because my supervisior came in and talked to me about what happened with my clients.  normally, i wouldn't let stuff like this get to me but to have two rough clients incidents was a bit much to handle on a monday.

i just have to remember tomorrow is a brand new day and to not let others bring me down. 

it's been a stressful time for my family due to my aunt's health condition.  please keep her in your thoughts and prayers.  it just reinforces my thoughts from the last entry to just live each day the best i can and to not sweat the small stuff.  life is really too short to be upset over dumb crap like client's foul moods.  i learned to just deal with things as they come and address conflicts after a good night's sleep.  things don't seem as bad to me the next day.  plus, do i want to spend my days being pissed off?  not so much.

have faith.