had one fantastic weekend.  i can't really think of anything that happened that was bad which is pretty rare since something usually happens.  the last time i had this much fun and was this happy was when i was in richmond.  ate a ton of good food like the most amazing tacos at this hole in the wall restaurant and ton of extra korean food since the restaurant messed up the order.  this weekend was what i needed to just take a break from the craziness that's been going on at work.  i just have a feeling things are going to get worse before they get better.

the only blip happened tonight when my weekend was pretty much over.  it was just hurtful and disappointing that someone that i thought would have my back doesn't.  it's shocking that someone that i thought would believe me didn't the past 4 years.  i was so upset and hurt that i in turn flew off the handle.  usually when i get mad, i get quiet.  since i felt hurt, disappointed, and frustrated, i turned those feelings into anger and went into attack mode.  i'm just picturing my anger management handout that's tacked on my cork board at work and could see again how that is such an accurate hand out on anger. i'm not proud of what i did and remembered to have some sense to get off the phone before more damage was done on my end.  thankfully, one of the bffs was available for me to calm down a lot.  i'll catch up the other bff on sunday.

i don't care for people who lie.  i have some issues with family members who lie and it's probably why we're not close.  with that mentality, i worked hard to establish my word as legit and with credibility.  i think that's why i took it so hard.  i don't have any reason to lie, especially about the incident in question.

oh well, just focus on the work week ahead and just think of all the fun i had this weekend.

fun fact that i was totally unaware of until this weekend:coffee comes from a fruit!

have faith.